I've always thought about this topic... but never really mentioned it much because i was afraid people might think i was crazy. well, the truth is, i'm not crazy. i've found proof in my life that makes this fact so!

1: My father was homosexual before he married my mother. There was no real reason for them to have a child, and someone like me would be a rare acception to the human world. Therefore, there would be a reason for the sidhe to want to take the child away to their world, and put me in the human world to replace her.

2: My mother and father both had an affinity for celtic culture and music. Both were artistic (father is an artist and mother was a singer). The talents that their child would produce would be far more useful in the Otherworld than in this realm. One more reason for the sidhe to want to steal the child away.

3: Everyone in my family, on both sides, are big-boned, big-breasted, and tall. I, on the other hand, am small, skinny, petite, and short. While i do look like my mother and father, our body types are nothing alike whatsoever, including bone structure. There is one side of the family three generations back from Louisiana that has my bone structure, but what are the odds that out of eight children in my generation (seven of them are my cousins), only I would get that gene? what are the chances that i would EVER get that gene?

4: When i first learned to talk, when i was about 2, my mom told me I kept talking about people she had never heard of and always liked to play under trees and in bushes. she said i would grab sticks and play with them, and also talk to birds. Why would i talk about people my mother had never heard of if i had spent the last two years in only her care?

5: Animals and I just click. that's all there is to that. many have seen it first hand, and others know too.

6: I have a natural talent for celtic musical instruments and artwork.

7: My voice has been described more then ten times by ten different people as "ethereal".

8: People tell me there is "just something about me" that draws them to me, tell my i'm different in some way, some sort of charisma, i don't know. And i keep being called a tease because lots of boys used to like me.

9: When i feel threatened or some sort of presence near me, my shoulder blades tingle. i wonder if that is where my wings are.

AND FINALLY
10: I kind of just know. I've had dreams about my family, i've had visions, daydreams, i've even thought i've seen fae around me...

It would make perfect sense... especially as to why my father doesn't want me, and why my mom seemed so uneager to give me up, and why i've naturally chosen the religion i have.

i don't know. what do you think?

Hello all,

 i'm Azriel, and i am writing this from a brand new desk i bought from target today! i live in san francisco and go to school at sf state.

 Let's see... i'm a Celtic Pagan, following traits of elementalism, druidry, and faery. i'm pretty convinced at the moment that i'm a changeling, or related to one, and if you're interested in why, please ask and i'll be more than glad to explain.

 i live with my wonderful boyfriend, and two of our friends from school, as well as my bunny named Coinean! Coinean is gaelic for "rabbit". yes. i named my rabbit "rabbit." oh well.

so yeah. that's me! bye!!

*flutters away*